I’ve only really talked to one person about what’s going on and it was done rather loosely, I’m a private person but maybe it’s getting a bit much but I hate the idea of people gossiping over what I say. I don’t feel I’m entitled to have anyone listen to me about what’s happening with me because I feel it becomes completely narcissistic. There is one person who’d I would really like to talk to but I feel if I did it’d depress them even more than they already are. Being around people it’s sorta becoming depressing, I don’t feel that comfortable except maybe one person.
This is my only outlet but I have to still monitor what I post become it isn’t 100% secure environment. Idk I need to go back to keeping it all inside like what I’m good at. I’m sorry.